I can't imagine anything

I want to watch less than Ax Men.

Yet here I am with bf watching this program (sort of). Not only that - he has set up a season pass on Tivo for this show. So I have seen not one, but 4 episodes of this show tonight. And I'm sure there will be about 50 more on my tivo soon.

I want to die. (kidding) I'm being totally dramatic.

I get that these guys do a very difficult and dangerous job. But I don't know why I want to watch them work?

I want to see I don't know... simple things that make me happy like shoes :)